heyo. not having good night sleeps these few nights. sigh. dreams after dreams. meaningless dreams. i dont like.
on a lighter note, annyew came my hse ytd for no rhyme or reason. Lol. she just called and asked me : minchelltan! can i come your hse later? Lol. so she came without telling me why. but i know la, she just need someone to talk to? :D hahah. me glad you chose me deh. :D anywayyy, she told me alot of stuffs. caught up with her on alot of stuffs. a few times when she talk about *ahem, her eyes would turn red & watery.& i thought she's tear. but she didnt! hahaha. good achievement girl :) you almost did it. :)well. according to her blog, i said sthg very bad. i said : " eh cry la, i very long never see you cry le. " bahahaha. that's bad to her. ( though i dont think its bad at all! :p ) heh. well. girl ah. fight for what you think should be yours k. jiayou! :D Love you girl :) see! a paragraph of my post specially for you eh! feel honoured k! Lol.
today, i'm supposed to choose my IS enrolment thingy. i hope i got the same as bron.at least i wont feel so lonely ): so mafan leh -.- rah. 1 more hr then i could choose my module. bored bored bored.
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idk why i'm feeling emo, but i just feel emo. yesterday, i only got to hear his voice for 4:45 mins. i didnt get to ask him what i wanted to ask. i didnt get to tell him what i wanted him to know.
i wanted to ask him : so how many people wished you happy birthday? i wanted to ask him: so did you miss me? i wanted to ask him: so are you happy?
i wanted to tell him that ann came over today. i wanted to hear him ask why. i wanted to tell him that ann got 2.7 for her gpa but i only got 2. i wanted to hear him console me and ask me to work harder next sem. i wanted to tell him that i prepared dinner all by myself. i wanted to hear him say that i've gotta cook for him next time then.i wanted to tel him stuffs that other people told me. i wanted to hear his reaction. but i only got 4:45mins to say & ask all these.
sigh idk why i always feel emo on his birthday. i felt the same way last yr too. & idk why i'm still feeling jealous.everytime i think about it, i'll feel super duper jealous. it's like he sees her 2 times a week, but i only see him once.): i know it's stupid feeling jealous. cos all he'll say is nothing will happen. dont worry k. but i still feel jealous! ): & i really dont like when he stays in school till so late to do his proj. the longer time spent with her ): Sigh i didnt want to be a emo momo either.